What happens when the woman you marry isn't the woman you want? Your heart fights with your head and a lot of people you care about get hurt.Being the other woman was never my goal. But loving him made it impossible not to be. A love triangle between lifelong friends certainly complicates the issue.From the moment I realised we couldn't be together, I hit the self-destruct button. Life gets complicated and tragedy appears out of nowhere. Loyalty is tested. And love is denied.Our passion is real. Our feelings strong. Our story heart-breaking. He was never mine to begin with, but every moment in his arms was precious. No one is ever promised a happy ending, but for me loving him was worth the risk.Will he ever choose me?Trigger Warning: Contains adult themes including infidelity, terminal illness and drug use. Author Note: This book is a steamy contemporary tragic love story and is recommended for readers aged eighteen years and over. It contains themes including cheating, alcoholism, and terminal illness.