The police. The newspapers. The girls from school who sigh on the six o'clock news and say they always knew there was something not quite right about me. And everyone believes it. Including you. But you do not know. You do not know who I used to be. Who I could have been. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever shake off my mistakes or if I will just carry them around with me forever like a bunch of red balloons. Awaiting trial at Archway Young Offenders Institution, Emily Koll is going to tell her side of the story for the first time. This is a compelling, brutal and heart-breaking story about identity, infamy and how far a person might go to seek revenge.