Oh my gosh. I thought this would never end. A bit longer review. This review contains spoilers! First of all i wanna say that this book was just not for me but i bet some people enjoyed it. There‘s many things in this book i didn‘t like but also some i do. Really nothing against this author, this is my just second book from her and For The Fans is literally my favorite book ever. Soooo, this was something. This book had so much potential to being good, and the first half WAS something good. But it just rolled right off the cliff. I liked the setting in the prison and that dash was kinda crazy ( we didn‘t exactly know how crazy at the beginning ), i also loved the side characters like ren and luthor ( so excited for their story sometime ) or darcy and his story. So there where things i liked and although i didn‘t really „enjoy“ this at all. I was invested reading the first half an also enjoyed that part. BUT. Like i said, it took a turn down, after it was revealed that callum was just a hallucination or some shit? What the fuck? Don‘t know if it‘s just me but that „plot“ was not for me. Obviously i knew dash was not just a robber, i mean it was pretty obvious. And i didn‘t see that huge twist coming but it also didn‘t really give me like a wow moment. I was just disappointed. Now, after dash breaks out and meets kemper „again“, kellan just immediately falls in love with him. Weeeird. The first half just screamed stockholm syndrome. And i have to mention that i actually was so close to dnf‘ing so many times, because what kemper did in the hallucinations or wtv was not okay. It was literal r*pe and that‘s just fucked up. I did finish it because like i said, i liked the setting and enjoyed some aspects of the book. I was pretty confused about alot in the first half because i had many questions, such as why officer kemper acts all „he‘s mine“ or „i love him“ when bro literally doesn’t know dash. Or why nobody ever catched them in the fucking cell. Well, shame on me. IT WAS ALL FAKE. 👍🏻 Anywayyy, after all this was definitely not for me. BUT im gonna continue this series some day, because im really excited for the ren&lex book and for darcy‘s book. ( really not excited for Velle & Rook & Joy because i don‘t like velle and don‘t like MMF all that much ). AND OMD I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD GET SO SICK OF WORDS. LITERALLY IF I HEAR „Luscious“ OR „Inmate“ ONEEEE MORE TIME IM GONNA CRASH OUT!! 2 stars. 💜

What a Ride - What a Plot Twist! This book really leaves you to think. From the beginning I was really into the whole setup and did enjoy all the characters we got to meet. Not only Dash and Kemper, but also all the side characters. I really felt for Dash and was so invested in his story. Tbh I wanted to see him with Velle. But oh well. Then came the plot twist. And here start my Mixed feelings. I did like the power Switch between the characters after the Plot twist, but I have to say, I kind of felt betrayed. Spoiler Alert! Going back in the Book, there are Parts where you could see that it was Dash’s imagination, but then there are parts in the story that are just too big to write up to hallucinations. For example: Dash went showering with his cage and they started a fight, which led hin back to solitary. Now was there a Cage in the First Place? Was there really a fight? But also Ren was involved in it, so the whole thing seems to be too public to be only his hallucinations. Also why would there be POVs of a Person, who doesn’t exist? I guess all of this just adds to the Book and makes you think about it and maybe I will even reread to solve some questions myself. But I also read the author‘s Note at the End of the Book and still - to me - there were to many pieces left, that didn’t quite fit. Nyla K Said in that Note that the difference between Officer Kemper and Kellan Kemper was, that Officer Kemper as a character didn‘t evolve. I find that far from true. For example in the beginning it Said about Officer Kemper that he didn‘t do feelings, I believe, and he raped Dash. The he did evolve to a caring being with many complex emotions. What about that? I just felt like 70% of the book you got to meet and „love“ Officer/Callum Kemper and suddenly he is just gone and there is someone completely new and they just instantly click. I don‘t know. I was really sad. So thats why the Book only got 4 Stars. Still a Great Read and I will be definitly Reading the Next Part.

Dascha und Kemper 🩷 Das war mal eine wilde Reise. Diese Geschichte war unglaublich anders und unkonventionell, aber auch super besonders🌟 Liebe findet man auch an den ungewöhnlichsten Orten und mit Liebe kann man alles überstehen, das haben Dash und Kemper bewiesen. Love heals everything ❤️ Ich fand auch die Mental Health Representation sehr schön, das alles ging mir sehr nahe🥹 Alles in allem ein sehr intensives Buch. Wichtig ist, die eigenen Trigger zu beachten, denn die Geschichte der beiden ist nicht ohne. Ganz große Liebe 🥰